...I am just afriad of being annoying. Like Idk, maybe its just cuz I'm a socially awkward person, but I feel like by not being able to speak fluently I'm being extremely annoying. Like a small child trying to be friends with a buncha 20 year olds. Like I feel like I'm being a nusence and that if I'm not perfect if'll be ignored or something
Idk mano, I just am awkward about this kinda thing. I just get like this when I care about the opinion of people. Its a perfectionism thing I think.
Anyways, um, here's the original post:
https://www.tumblr.com/ryan-sometimes/810719549167206400/it-breaks-my-heart-that-so-many-people-are-afraid